Guilt is eating at me like a starving rat

[Jo S]

Originally Posted by stillseekingtruth

I can’t take it. I’m consumed with guilt and fear. I’m convinced the sisters will find out that I’m speaking against the LSM and I’m going to Suffer.

Sst, by your introduction it seems you left the LC 4 years ago. May I ask why you are concerned about these sisters? Are you still in a relationship with them?

But just as Igzy said, God doesn't tear down. However, He is an all consuming fire. A stone structure won't be effected by flames, but any wood, hay, or stubble present in the house and on the property will be. God is like a fire. If you allow Him, He will burn up everything that doesn't provide real structure in your walk.

God is light. No darkness can stand in His presence, including fear. Maybe there are certain things in your life casting a shadow and standing in between you and the Lord that needs addressing? Could it perhaps be through this yoke you are maintaining with these sisters?...