Guilt is eating at me like a starving rat

[Nell]

Originally Posted by stillseekingtruth

I dont know how far ahead I am. Reading Matthew today made me see how wretched I am, but there is still so much I don't get.

SST,

You are right where God wants you. His timing is perfect.

You WERE wretched. Not anymore. Your Father owns the cattle on a thousand hills. Consider the Lillie’s of the field. They toil not, neither do they spin. But Solomon in all his glory was not arrayed as one of these! You are a child of the King. Don’t let anybody push you around! Your Daddy is bigger than they are! (I think that might be a verse...??)

Make a list of what you “don’t get” and put it aside. Continue in the way. Grow at his pace on his schedule. One day you will look back at this time and realize that He has either answered your questions or erased them. You don’t need to make up for lost time. Talk to Him. Tell Him you love him. Thank Him for rescuing you. Take a deep breath. What a God we have! Who could have masterfully arranged our days in such a way but Him?

Nell