My Journey to the Local Church, and beyond...

[NeitherFirstnorLast]

I was ....I don't know if admonished is the right word, or attacked, by a sister last night. It wasn't the first time it's happened really, with this one. Somehow she makes assertions and, when I offer a different word, she gets very... agressive. I don't think I come across as offensive, and yet she seems very offended. Then she goes away and comes back and apologizes. Lord help me, I don't mean to speak anything but what I have seen; and if I am the one who is wrong, won't You show me that, Lord? Lord Jesus, I've asked You... begged You, to keep me in the Truth. Lord, I need You to wash me and preserve me and to convict me where I am wrong. Lord, I need You to silence me where I must be silence, and give me words to speak where You would have me speak. Please Lord, I feel so isolated from these others. You I enjoy, but where is Your Bride of Worth? Where is the fellowship I want so much to enjoy? What is going on?