A lost soul

I grew up in a sad family. I was saved through the gospel of a college classmate, moved into a brother's house, and attended the FTTT. In early 2000, I decided to leave it all behind. It was a very very difficult emotion battle, accompany with fear, shame, and regret. Your posts have encouraged me in many ways. I am alone with no friends to turn to, not knowing where I am heading. I started to read the four gospels and hope that the Lord will help me. Thank you again.