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Awoken · 12-21-2020, 09:33 AM

Sorry for the harsh words. I had a 3/4 year period of falling away from the Lord and eventually He pulled me out of it in a very strong way. My church experience has pretty much entirely been with the LCs and the ones I met with are honestly my "church family", so when I came back to the Lord, I had the thought in my head that I really needed to get back to the church. I did, which I think was actually very good, but at that point I also felt I wanted to repent of ever doubting all the Witness Lee/LC dogma. Now that I have been back in for some time I'm realizing there is still a problem in the LCs, so I'm sorry for the harsh words earlier. UntoHim, thank you for the kind reply.

Having some good fellowship recently with a brother who used to be in the LCs and was once a "church kid". It is honestly really hard for me to tackle the idea of how to meet with other Christians. A lot of stuff in Christianity still seems very "fake" to me, I guess that is part of the reason why the LCs appealed to me in the first place. Most "Christian" music for example is just terrible, I despise it. It sounds unholy.

But, I guess it is what it is. I just want to find a group of believers with genuine hearts for God who want to meet together and follow Jesus according to the Holy Spirit. And I also don't believe in throwing everything from my LC experience away; a lot of it was very good. It's just the part where you follow the teachings of man instead of the leading of the Holy Spirit, and the idolization of Lee, that needs to be dealt with...

12-21-2020, 09:33 AM	#1
Awoken Member Join Date: Feb 2015 Posts: 86	Awoken Sorry for the harsh words. I had a 3/4 year period of falling away from the Lord and eventually He pulled me out of it in a very strong way. My church experience has pretty much entirely been with the LCs and the ones I met with are honestly my "church family", so when I came back to the Lord, I had the thought in my head that I really needed to get back to the church. I did, which I think was actually very good, but at that point I also felt I wanted to repent of ever doubting all the Witness Lee/LC dogma. Now that I have been back in for some time I'm realizing there is still a problem in the LCs, so I'm sorry for the harsh words earlier. UntoHim, thank you for the kind reply. Having some good fellowship recently with a brother who used to be in the LCs and was once a "church kid". It is honestly really hard for me to tackle the idea of how to meet with other Christians. A lot of stuff in Christianity still seems very "fake" to me, I guess that is part of the reason why the LCs appealed to me in the first place. Most "Christian" music for example is just terrible, I despise it. It sounds unholy. But, I guess it is what it is. I just want to find a group of believers with genuine hearts for God who want to meet together and follow Jesus according to the Holy Spirit. And I also don't believe in throwing everything from my LC experience away; a lot of it was very good. It's just the part where you follow the teachings of man instead of the leading of the Holy Spirit, and the idolization of Lee, that needs to be dealt with...