Church Kid Here. FTT Alumni.

Church kid here.
FTT alumni.

Six years of leaving the meetings after opening my eyes.
I have my entire life for them without anything in return.

My family is still ALL-IN, which makes it very hard.

This cult is everything I know.
How can I re-connect with the Lord without them?
Have you guys found another place or community?

I want to believe in Him. I’m just scared