[HERn]

Really liked your posts GuestM and your name is really cool! You are clearly a very intelligent woman in touch with her inner self and an excellent writer to boot! I too had bad dreams during my transition out, felt very guilty (still do at times) and cut myself off from the saints because they were only interested in recovering me and I did not want to "poison" them. I think there is only one LC brother, and he is a relative, that I shared things with. Still having to battle the deception that anything "bad" that happens in my life or family is God's judgement on me for leaving the so-called recovery. I wish you all the best and a very happy and blessed life!