[Drake]

I agree with Nell on many points.

I add this also. Do not enter into one of the most important decisions of your life under false pretenses. It will end badly for you both.

Sometimes love means letting go. When you look back on the course of your life you will see more clearly the paths the Lord set before you. Looking forward, it is more difficult if not impossible to know what to do next. Therefore, let the Lord use time to take care of you. Don't rush, it may take years for you both to be clear. A year and a half is but a moment. Therefore, your best course at this point is to pray, let her know how you feel, avoid pretending, and speak your convictions.. Then things will unfold and at some point in your life looking back you will see the Lord's care for you in this situation. She will too.

Drake