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Originally Posted by jigsaw44
Do you not regret expressing your individuality (romantic emotions, questioning, breaking conduct), with the consequence of departing from the LC? Or if you had the chance to redo those moments of time- subject yourself to the LC lifestyles and follow in accordance with every facet of your life?
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I dont regret any of it, looking back from now. It was a blessing in disguise. But when I was that young, belonging was really important to my self worth and at the time I didnt see it. I thought there was something wrong with me since I was continually blamed. I thought God hated me just because the church members hated me. and being in that environment just made my depression and anxiety spiral out of control. it was a vicious cycle. The LC is a miserable lifestyle. My therapist at the time told me I was free of that system and its true.