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Originally Posted by Trapped
BJS03,
Can you explain a little more what you mean? What are you uncertain about? Why might you feel that you can't continue on your life being a Christian?
Do you have unanswered questions or doubts about God or the Bible?
Did you have an experience(s) where you felt God let you down?
Have you seen someone who is a Christian behave the opposite and cause you be disillusioned?
Has it all been not that real to you?
I'm not saying any of these apply to you. These are just possible things that might be behind your worries. Of course there are other possibilities. Can you elaborate any more?
Trapped
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The fact that this is a (dare me not say) cult that ruins other people and brainwashed people like me strays me far away from Christianity. The HWMRs also wound me as well. The signs that this is a cult is straying me away from the LC, and I dont feel a close connection with God at all, mainly because I feel forced by my parents to read the life studies during home meeting (most of the time I dont pay attention, but when I do sometimes I feel hurt and that I'm doing something wrong and I should be a certain way etc.) and be forced to go to the lords table when I really dont (want to) participate in it. Overall, most of my christian life I felt forced to do most of the activities i participate in in the LC, and I didnt gain God from these forced activities (the SSOTs and YP conferences were great people wise, but recently I saw flaws in some of the content they give us)