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11of101 · 07-17-2010, 04:11 PM

How many years in the FTT ?
How soon after entering FTT did you begin seeing through the facade of it all ? What 'classes' do they 'teach' at the FTT ?

1) Too many years in religion, too many years in the FTT... remember that one. It took 2 years to perfect the goosestep.
2) It took another 5 years to finally peer through the curtain and see the wizard of Oz & all his wizardy but would not acknowledge to myself what I had seen. yet I still felt I could be a part of the saints lives. I found it very hard to leave. It was all I knew. It was my life. I believed that I could be an active member and be neutral to LSM post-Lee. I stayed (physically) away waiting for the Lord to somehow convince me that what I saw was just my 'opinion'. I was still dedicated to the original 'pristine vision' and only met up with saints socially 'cos that's all I could do.
3) The Word, The Spirit, The Body, The New Jerusalem, Church History. LS of Acts & Galatians, Song of Songs. LSM material only, obviously. The military mindset - no opinion - let to say Amen, left me braindead. I found it hard to go shopping after the FTT. I was not used to making my own choices. Some choices were devastating. Using Full Metal Jacket as an analogy, the LSM objective is to promote and protect WL's vision even if that turns you into killer, "a minister of death praying for war". Eventually you kill others. I 'killed' my ex-wife.

07-17-2010, 04:11 PM	#27
11of101 Banned Join Date: Jul 2010 Location: marooned Posts: 55	Re: Time Frame in the LSM/LC How many years in the FTT ? How soon after entering FTT did you begin seeing through the facade of it all ? What 'classes' do they 'teach' at the FTT ? 1) Too many years in religion, too many years in the FTT... remember that one. It took 2 years to perfect the goosestep. 2) It took another 5 years to finally peer through the curtain and see the wizard of Oz & all his wizardy but would not acknowledge to myself what I had seen. yet I still felt I could be a part of the saints lives. I found it very hard to leave. It was all I knew. It was my life. I believed that I could be an active member and be neutral to LSM post-Lee. I stayed (physically) away waiting for the Lord to somehow convince me that what I saw was just my 'opinion'. I was still dedicated to the original 'pristine vision' and only met up with saints socially 'cos that's all I could do. 3) The Word, The Spirit, The Body, The New Jerusalem, Church History. LS of Acts & Galatians, Song of Songs. LSM material only, obviously. The military mindset - no opinion - let to say Amen, left me braindead. I found it hard to go shopping after the FTT. I was not used to making my own choices. Some choices were devastating. Using Full Metal Jacket as an analogy, the LSM objective is to promote and protect WL's vision even if that turns you into killer, "a minister of death praying for war". Eventually you kill others. I 'killed' my ex-wife.