[aron]

My advice: Go for it. Life is short. Of course, this doesn't apply to shooting heroin, robbing banks and leaving your spouse and children, but otherwise, go for it.

Waiting for "leaders" of "the church" to give you "proper fellowship" is a waste of time. They're compromised by a fallen human ministry which cloaks fallen human ambitions. Remember what Jesus taught us, that if you're great in this age you're nothing in the next.

Life favors the bold. Go for it.

(Of course this is all my personal opinion/bias & can be safely ignored)