Glad the LORD led you here dear sister in Christ!
We all know what it is to be frustrated & discouraged. I remember singing 'Home-Home in the church...where we've ended our search'.
But if JESUS is not KING & LORD in our gatherings, it is because He is not KING & LORD in our personal lives.
And yet......in spite of our roller coaster journey in the LC, many of us are still connected one way or another because of our time there.
It is a unique albeit sectarian group of believers..who once had the anointing of the Holy Spirit strongly in our lives, our meetings. He departed when the LC became Witness Lee & the Church...not Christ & the church.
May I suggest you also visit some 'charasmatic' church gatherings along with your fellowship with Baptists. What visiting charasmatic churches do is give you an insight on how people praise & worship the Lord. It's just a different flavor. And not all Charasmatic/ Word Faith churches are the same.
Watch a number of different Christian preachers/teachers on TV...for the mere purpose of getting a different perspective. Listen to Christian Radio.
Not ALL Christian preachers/teachers are anointed. Many mix a good message with the prosperity 'name it claim it' gospel. Name the car you want and claim it. But there are a great number of teachers/preachers who are inspirational.
Ask the LORD..the Holy Spirit to guide you. Ask Him to bring people to you will bless you, encourage you in the Faith and who you will be a blessing to.
Read books by different Christian authors. There are a GREAT number of excellent books.
Currently I'm reading 'Seductions exposed' by Gary L Greenwood. It deals with the Transfer of spirits. Very, very insightful.
Don't be sad at the turn of events. Look at it with the view that your Heavenly Father is taking you to higher ground now. Your season in the LC is up. He is PROMOTING YOU & your husband! You are BLESSED and HIGHLY FAVORED! You are a CHILD of the KING. You will live and not die! You are Royalty! God is looking to bless and prosper you but couldn't release His full blessing on you while the LC stifled you !
Give Honor & Praise with gratitude & thanksgiving for releasing you..setting you FREE. He wanted you there for a season...and a long season it was! But the LORD is moving MIGHTILY & Swiftly on the earth these days...for the KING is coming & He's coming SOON !! Halleluia to the LAMB of GOD!!
Praise YOU JESUS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
