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I have come back because I know I am welcome. I really appreciate all of the insight and prayers.

I am having a hard time "turning and never looking back" because many of his friends are my friends (the friends are not part of LC). This turning in my life indicates saying good bye to people I have grown to appreciate and care for. It really saddens me. There's more loss than just friendships. I wonder if saying goodbye to all aspects of this relationship (including certain friends) is the only way to move forward.

His mother still wants to see me and get together. I know she loves me and cares for me. But I can't help but wonder if everyone in his family (including him) only wants to see me and talk to me in order to "convert" me. I don't know. But I am having a hard time letting go of this whole situation because of the various losses that it brings. I am taking advice from others and bringing all of my thoughts and heart's desires to the Lord.