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Originally Posted by Intothewind
Freedom: Not to poke or anything-but have you sat down yet and figured why you are still in, if even on the fringes?
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I can't say with 100% certainly why I haven't left, but there are a few reasons that I can think of. The main reason is that I don't feel like the time is quite right yet. This is because there is a particular service I am involved in where if I just got up and left, it would leave a big gap that they would have a hard time filling. A second reason is for the sake of family that is still in the LC. My family might give me a hard time, but more importantly, if the brothers found out in any way that I am "negative" they might try to put family members in the middle of things, which I would hate to see happen (I have seen these tactics used on people before).
I am fully aware that my days in the LC are numbered. I think that at the right time, the opportunity will present itself. I am not in a particular hurry to get out since I am very uninvolved in the LC. If I was going to meetings all the time, things might be different, I might have just wanted to drop everything cold turkey. Anyways I think the situation is different for everyone. If you want more details feel free to send me a PM.