I echo everyone's sentiments 'unregistered'. Thanks for sharing your journey here. Just know God really, really loves you. He hates what the LC turned into using His Name and His Word. But He loves us all..and especially those who have been paralyzed by the LC mindset.
He is going to guide your steps. Trust Him and ask Him to help you and guide you every step of the way.
God bless you and shower you with His Love, His inner Peace and Supernatural Favor surrounding you with loving friends.
Carol