[kisstheson]

Hello dear sister BlessD,

I have not been away from the LC nearly as long as you have, but like you I have received much mercy from the Lord and He has granted me a seeking heart. (How I need to fall on my face before Him and thank and praise Him!) Since leaving the LC, I have fellowshipped with a good number of Christians from several home churches, community churches, and free groups. I also still occassionally get together with a few brothers from the LC. Besides all this fellowship from many sources, our dear Lord has greatly blessed me by opening my eyes to the riches which can be found in the writings and speakings of many dear ministers of Christ besides Nee and Lee.

Having been through all this, and having considered all this before the Lord, my basic conclusion remains: In the LSM-loyal LC there is a visible, tangible, lack of both a spirit of repentance and a spirit of love, and this lack continues to grow over time. In the place of a spirit of repentance and a spirit of love, there exists a terrible spirit of religious jealousy. I love so many there, but over time the LSM system continues to grow further and further away from the Lord. So many dear ones don't know anything else and don't know what to do. This saddens me and grieves my heart to no end. :verysad:

May God be merciful to them and may he continue to be merciful to all of us.