What the forum means to me:
- It's a place (along with the erstwhile forum) where I worked out some of my beliefs about Lee, the LRC and my past.
- It's a place I feel called participate in to give my honest, frank assessment of what Lee and LRC were and are about, what we can learn from that, and how that can help us and others in the future.
- It's the only place I know to interact with people who have a similar history to me.
As the Lord has healed and reprogrammed me, I feel less of a
need to post here for my own therapy. That is practically gone. Mostly I do it now because I think there may be someone out there who can benefit from my experience and insights.
Frankly, when I think about the audacity of the way Lee, LSM and the LRC leadership manipulates and uses people it makes me very upset. I have a high sense of injustice when I think about it. I want people to be warned about them. As the Lord shows me more, I feel even more indignant and bold, and even more compelled to share what I've seen.