[Cal]

It takes a lot of confidence for a former LRC member to walk back into company with existing LRCers and enjoy what they have to offer while not being intimidated by their spoken and unspoken suggestions that the former member needs to rejoin. One must come to a place of true peace with his choices to do this. Given the ambivalent, confusing feelings and registrations one usually goes through upon leaving (which can go on for years) it's no wonder many simply steer clear of LRCers. This, however, can cause feeling of guilt, too. Just one more thing to deal with. The Lord is gracious though and will get you through. Always believe that.