I am still considered as meeting with the LR, however I cannot with a clear conscience continue. Yet my leaving would literally divide my family in unimaginable ways. I will say more later, but primarily I am here seeking prayer and fellowship. Would anyone who perhaps can help, reach out to me via email and then we could talk more? I can't even articulate the numerous whys to my father as I just know he believes my extreme reluctance is caused by an attack by the enemy. Sometimes that even causes me to doubt my own feelings as something I should renounce. Yet I know in my heart that something, well actually many somethings, are very off. Anyways, again I can't say too much. Please feel free to contact me at
movingforward144@gmail.com should you feel like you may be able to direct me thru this web of confusing.