[NeitherFirstnorLast]

This weekend, the weekend of March 19th, there is a conference being held in Calgary.

I am home alone. My wife and my children, they are at the conference - and I blessed their going - I've no issue with their attendance. For my wife, it is a time to spend with our eldest son... who travelled here with some of the others from our old locality to be here at the conference. For my younger children, it is time to spend with friends and see many of the members of the Body we have grown to love dearly over the past few years. Many asked me to come also... but I had no peace to go.

I love many of those people, and in many ways (forgive me Lord), I wish I was duller of senses. I almost wish that I could simply mindlessly follow and sing and cheer. Almost. Lord, I know You kept me open to see more... I know You love me, and them... Lord, I just pray I'm standing on the proper ground. I pray You open me further to what You would have me do, say, live. Lord, I just want to be one who is wholly for You. I need You Lord... please Lord Jesus.

Amen