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Aron, thanks for your reply. It is amazing that how you can be filled with love to others after waking up from LC. I wish one day I could be the same. I am becoming very protective about myself and getting hard to open up. Recently researched on the topic of God's Grace, one article says God's Grace protects us like a shield. It got me thinking that if I offer love and kindness to people, God's Grace will shield me from any harm. It's ok to feel being hurt sometime. We look unto God for his reward and He restores.

I decided to stop going to LC last week and still adjusting. Keep praying that I can find a suitable church and new fellowship in Jesus.

One thing LC did help me with is they are really trying to touch some of the difficult topics in Bible in a systematic way. Although I neither had understanding or disagreeing on the LC materials, I spent a lot of time to research on the topics in a wider Christian world. With the guidance of Holy Spirit, I am learning and changing in this way. Praise the Lord.