[HERn]

I believe you are doing the right thing. You have been able to get out before you were totally decieved. Please find some brothers in Christ (do not meet with any LC people) around your age and talk about what you went through. You will dry up and become dormant if you don't find a group of believer's that worship our Lord Jesus in song, open their hearts to the teaching of God's word, share meals and outings together, receive and obey the Lord's teaching on water baptism, and eating the bread and drinking the wine in order to remember His death and resurrection.